It's Already In You

@Ruby
….your poetry is profound. Thanks for sharing….I felt like i was walking with you through your prose
.-= Ayize ´s last blog ..What To Do When Your Relationship Is Through….Almost =-.

This article take me back to my dream and goals of yesterday,i’m the president of the women and men empowering themselves organization,i have create a group call ”Just Talking”,i have wrote a book,Why my seed want grow,i’m so involved in my community,i’m call the noisy women,in the young generation surrounding,there is not enough hour in a day,but i squeeze every sec of it,out there involved,where anybody need me to be….I wrote this to myself call ”Mindless”…As i lay down for the night,the overflowing force of tears,slam into the corner of my eyes,shadow of success fading away inside,as i panic with disappointment,as my dream went blank,it vanish….In my unbelieveable jourey of my life in madness,i have challenge many and won few, i wander aimlessly across the land,hoping to end the world of wars that goes on inside of my imagination….When the dust of the field blew away,and the voices in the wind became calm…Who was my enemies? There wasn’t noone there,I was the only one standing in my own waste of fear,I stood there in shock of the amazing world of nothing…I woke up with a cool chill,of wetness that roll from my eyes upon my pillow,as i slept,I lay there in a deep though of nightmares about my life,disappearing in the silent of darkness, Breathless, I stare into space,Hopeless,closing my mind to the inner feeling of the unknown,waiting of the opening of my guide,leading me to the light of reality…out of gravity,emptyness,and into the real world of knowledge…As i snap back into life…I said,Where have the time went…my hair are gray,my face are wrinkler,my step are shorter…But i still have the remembrance of my dream,and goals,that i should have accomplished at the age that i am of today…That is how i let my wonder years slip away by dreaming what if,maybe,just because,or oh,i got time,time was then…but i’m still standing.

Thanks Aiyana for the inspiration and encouraging advice. Keep up the good work.

Thanks Aiyana,
This was definitely a great way to start my day.

Wow, this really does speak to me. I felt like you were speaking directly to me. I think the thing that is most resounding is that we often feel like we have to control the process and the steps. I work in an organization were everything is designed around a project plan. I am told constantly that if you do not have a project plan it will not work. But the one thing that is missing from the cultural fiber is faith. Faith is the things unknown and unseen and when you truly explore your dreams it is all about Faith. This has motivated me to work on something to push my personal goals a little further today. But I will be checking back for more inspiration!