I’m Attracted To My Girlfriend’s Son BUT I Don’t Know If He’s Attracted To Me

VIDEO:  Hi, here’s my situation. I met my friend who’s like a mother to me son recently. Ok I really didnt see it as a set up because I was trying to stay out of the” I THINK EVERY MAN I MEET IS MY HUSBAND” area. So we were introduced and it went well. I was nervous about our conversation but he held it, so that was a plus. He walked me and his mom to the  car, his mom first I wasn’t going to just stand there so I started to walk to mine and he caught me, asked if he could have my number and if he could call me I said Yea gave him the number; he told me to call him fwhen i got home so i did. So he was leaving the next day for the service, so I was not expecting him to call me right away because I knew he had to get settled. So I was like Lord imma just trust you in this and PRAY!  Making sure he was in the for front of it all. So while waiting it was nerve wrecking after days then weeks ewent by. His mom would talk to him and asked if he talked to me he would say no he’s been really busy. I knew that so I wasn’t tripping. So two weeks later he text that he’s been really busy,sorry he hasn’t called and that he would call me soon; then two days later he called conversation went well again. Nothing heavy real basic but GOOD!! We talked about God, asked how old our children were(now he put all our children ages together) I DIDN’T!!! “ALL TOGETHER WE HAVE ABCD” I was like DID I JUST HEAR RIGHT! LORD!! So we went on joked around, and he asked AGAIN if he could call me. I said Yeah we hung up. Now we are friends on FB we have only one convo on there him posting, me commenting and him responding. HE HASN’T CALLED ME BACK!!!!!! NOW ON FB HE POSTED HE WAS SICK I. BELIEVE HIM!! SO HE TEXT ME THE NEXT DAY MERRY CHRISTMAS. I SAID MERRY CHRISTMAS HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT AND WHY HE DIDN’T CALL ME BACK!!! NOW I FIRMLY BELIEVE IN PROVERB 18:22 HE ISSUPPOSE TO SEEK ME OUT!!!  SO IM LIKE WHY DIDNT HE CALL ME BACK. WHT DID I DO, IS HE NOTINTERESTED,
HE HAS A PAST. HE’S BEEN MARRIED BEFORE AND I CLEARLY KNOW WHT IT SAYS ABOUT DIVORCE AND WHAT MAKES YOU FREE TO MARRY AGAIN, I HAVE PRAYED LORD KEEP ME, AND IF HE’S NOT FREE, I GOTTA LET IT GO.OK IT’S BEEN A MONTH NOW STILL HASN’T CALLED BACK IT SEEMED WE WERE STARTED OFF WELL.
WHY DIDN’T HE CALL BACK AND STILL HAVEN’T!!! I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO TEXT HIM TO SEE IF HEWOULD RESPOND AFRAID OF CALLING BECAUSE WE MIGHT STALL!!! BUT I CAN NEVER BRING MYSELF TO DOING IT BECAUSE IF HE WAS INTERESTED HE WOULD CALL ME, HE SUPPOSED TO SEEK ME OUT, DON’T WANNA LOOK DESPERATE, IT’S LIKE LOWERING MY STANDARDS, IF HE WANTED TO TALK ORINTERESTED HE WOULD CALL, THIS IS WHAT I AM THINKING AND SAYING TO MYSELF!!! NOW IT’S BEEN A MONTH AND I SUPPOSE TO GO VISIT HIS MOM WHEN SHE GOES TO HELP WITH THE CHILDREN.  SHOULD I CALL ORR TEXT OR HE JUST NOT INTERESTED OR WHAT’S GOING ON WHY HE DIDN’T CALL BACK AFTERHE ASKED TO????? I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND THIS I PRAY YOU DO BECAUSE I NEED SOME REAL ADVICE!!! IF YOU CAN PLEASE CALL THAT WAY YOU CAN HEAR ME ANFD THE STORY BETTER. THANKS TRULY FOR YOUR TIME AND LISTENING, GOD BLESS